People says.....

“Romantic love reaches out in little ways, showing attention and admiration. Romantic love remembers what pleases a woman, what excites her, and what surprises her. Its actions whisper: you are the most special person in my life.”
--Charles Stanley

“Inside the heart of each and every one of us there is a longing to be understood by someone who really cares. When a person is understood, he or she can put up with almost anything in the world.”
--Ed Hird

“Come live in my heart, and pay no rent.”
--Samuel Lover

"Men always want to be a woman's first love. Women have a more subtle instinct: What they like is to be a man's last romance."
--Oscar Wilde

"I love you, not for what you are, but for what I am when I am with you."
--Roy Croft

"The hottest love has the coldest end. "
--Socrates

"if i has to choose between loving you, and breathing. I would use my last breath to say I LOVE YOU."
--dani b

"When you are in Love you can't fall asleep because reality is better than your dreams."
--Dr Seuss

"Don't let someone become your everything, because when they're gone you have nothing!"

--Kenya Mitchell

"Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime."
--Bette Davis

"If rain drops were kisses,I could send you showers. if hugs were seas i send you oceans. and if love was a person i send you me!!"
--ally qwerty

"And if it all falls apart, I will know deep in my heart, the only dream that mattered had come true. In this life, I was loved by you."
--Colin Raye

"They say loving you gives pains and full of sacrifices But I'll rather take pains and lots of sacrifices than not to be love by you."
--Aaron

"Love is a promise; love is a souvenir, once given never forgotten, never let it disappear."
--John Lennon

"Absence makes the heart grow fonder "
--William Shakespeare

"Love is like a war:Easy to begin Hard to end!"
--Ancient Proverbs

"Anyone can be passionate, but it takes real lovers to be silly."
--Rose Franken

BELASUNGKAWA......

dah lame berniat nk write s'thing utk luahkan kesedihan....tp terbatas kerana waktu...akhirnya,saat yg sesuai telah aku temukan....kalau dipandang pada tajuk entri kali ni,agak serius...memang itulah dia....pagi sabtu dlm perjalanan ke rembau,aku dapat satu sms dari kawan rapat, shida.....
"salam..Nazrul (Kadok) telah kembali ke rahmatullah..sedekahkan Al-Fathihah byk2"
hari yg bermula ceria terus bertukar suasana...terkejut!sedih!m

enyentap hati sanubari aku dgn khabar yg baru sampai...aku terus call shida..nk tau duduk letak cerita sebenarnya...mcm mane boleh terjadi?dimana?bila?banyak soalan yg perlukan jawapan...dari shida,aku dpt tau arwah nk ke Johor utk hantar borang nikah kat tunang die...arwah ke Johor naik motor...takat tu jer cerita yg aku tahu..
::NAZRUL KADIR IN MEMORY::
aku belum lama mengenali arwah...kami belajar sekelas mase form4&5...peribadi seorang 'NAZRUL', memang menyenangkan semua orang yg berkawan dengan die...satu perkara yg aku paling ingat bila teringatkan arwah, senyumannya....setiap masa arwah sentiasa senyum...senyum itu dah jadi sahabat baik arwah...sangat pemurah dengan senyuman...seingat aku,tak ade satu pun wajah arwah yg terakam dalam memori aku tanpa senyuman...itu yg aku paling ingat pasal arwah....ALLAH Maha Penyayang, juga Maha Berkuasa...segala yg berlaku adalah ketentuanNya..."kullu nafsin za iqatul maut"(Setiap yang Bernafas, Pasti akan Mati)...bagi yg masih bernafas, hidup mesti diteruskan...tanpa melupakan yg telah pergi.....

BELASUNGKAWA MOHD.NAZRUL KADIR
05.07.1985-11.12.2009
SEMOGA BERSEMADI DENGAN AMAN DENGAN LIMPAHAN RAHMAT
AL-FATHIHAH......

I'm back!!!!

Huh!!Dah agak lame since the last post kan....quite busy dgn study lately...jarang dapat luangkan masa nk tulis s'thing kt sini....Where should I start my story???hurrmmm....

Sekarang, aku br jer habiskan sesi pembelajaran utk this entire semester...next week dah start final exam...semalam, baru habiskan last presentaion fo this semester...and, wallah....!!!!!!"A very good presentation..."..itulah kata2 pujian dr lecturer...Good job my friends; melly, zafirah, santhana and of course myself for a very good presentation....usaha kite memang sanggggaaaaattttt berbaloi-baloi..(walaupun lepas presentation aku terus collapse sebab xmakan n migrain attack...)...hehehe...

ingat lagi post yg pasal landscape competition???finally, hari yang ditunggu2 dah tiba...hari utk memgumumkan pemenang...Guess what???we won the 1st prize!!!!memang xsangka(tp memang berharap sangat2...)nk menang 1st prize...rase berbaloi korbankan cuti sem nk buat benda tu...yuhuuuu....

then,nk story pasal final exam...
30/11 - marketing management
1/12 - business research
2/12 - global marketing
10/12 - business communication
14/12 - mandarin 1
aku pun xtau cmne nk buat dgn 1st 3paper yg 3day in a row tu....last minute lecturer bagitau subjek global marketing berubah tarikh dari 9/12 ke 2/12...menggelabah jap la tadi...nasib baik sket la, xbyk chapter yg kene cover utk final(xbyk pun,ade la 6 chapter gak...huhu).hopefully, leh la perform the best utk sem nie...and harap sangat dpt dean list...semua,harap doakan aku okay!!!!!

lastly....selamat hari raya aidiladha utk semua..

..::Hari Raya Eve::..

It's a very long day! menanti fajar Syawal yang bakal menjelang...Penat betul hari nie..Banyak benda yg kena buat..Dah tradisi family nie,memang sibuk sehari sebelum raya(padahal belum tentu lg esok raya sebab br nk tgk anak bulan petang nie).

::MY HARI RAYA EVE DIARY::

Lepas jer sahur, terus isi ketupat.Kelongsong ketupat beli jer..Tempah kat makcik aku..senang..xyah nk kalut2 anyam daun kelapa..Kalau tahun sblm2 nie, pas subuh aku kene g pasar beli bahan2 untuk masak.Tahun nie, Kak Nik yg pegi..Dah siap isi ketupat, terus rebus..bab ketupat dah siap..
kene prepare untuk msk rendang..potong daging n limpa..bahan2 untuk tumis dah blend siap2,semalam..menu kali nie...1)rendang daging 2)rendang ayam 3)kuah kacang 4)masak lodeh 5)tumis hati 6)sambal taun(specialties org jawa)..Lebih pukul 11 pagi dah siap masak. kene hantar ketupat n lauk kt umah abg zul untuk die bwk blk rumah mak mertua..
Around 4p.m, mama dah siap bungkus lauk2 n ketupat utk edaran kpd sanak saudara n jiran tetangga...huhu..sangat memenatkan..kene hantar untuk lbh 10 buah rumah..tu xmasuk lagi nenek n makcik2 belah mama...huhu....

::Berbuka @ KL central::

Sekadar renungan..........

Iklan nie, walaupun xfaham bahasa die tp kite dpt moral of the story..
Renung-renungkan dan selamat beramal..

..::Ramadan Dihayati, Syawal Dirai::..

Diam tak diam, hari nie da 20 hari umat Islam menjalani ibadah puasa. Dalam 9hari lagi, Syawal akan menjelma...Semua sibuk dengan persiapan raya (including myself yg xsiap2 jahit manik kat baju raya). Raya tak rasa meriah kalau xde lagu2 laya...for those yg nak download lagu raya, here's the link...Just klik jer..Enjoy the song...

KOLEKSI LAGU RAYA

10 malam terakhir bulan Ramadan ni merupakan malam yg penuh barakah..Malam dimana Allah menganugerahkan pahala ibadah menyamai ibadah 1000bulan, malam Lailatul Qadar.. Bersama-samalah kita meningkatkan amal ibadah. Semoga mendapat keberkatan malam Lailatul Qadar. InsyaAllah....

..::landscape design competition::..

1st idea...a lot of mistakes and was rejected!!

2nd idea...judge kind of like it but not for Dean. Again, was rejected!!

hopefully, this is better enough to win the competition! Still waiting for the result..

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-competitors-

..:exam...exam...!!:..

Exam mood melanda lagi!!!!!! Bile sem pendek nie, rase cepat jer mase berlalu... Da nk final da... Hopefully, dapatla pointer yg mantap sket sem nie... Hehehe...
Chayok! Chayok!

22/7- services marketing
23/7- retailing

.:: F A R E W E L L ::.

Well, it's been a long time...Dah lame betul x update blog nie.. Hari nie ade sedikit kelapangan, dapatlah update.. hehe.. Hurm, ape yg nak diceritakakn?? Maybe ramai yg dah bleh agak ape isi kandungan entry kali nie base on the title... Kisah2 perpisahan yang terjadi...
BTW, kalau ade yg agak aku nk story psl Michael @ Mikael Jackson, you're so false!!! HAHA.. Even terkesan gak la dengan pemergian 'King of Pop' dunia tu, tp xde la effect sgt cam die punye hard fan.. sket2 je la...
My story actually pasal farewell aku dgn kawan aku yg sorang nie, cik syasya.. Dia pun, aku rase skrg nie dah pun mula keje baru die kat Saudi nun... Tapi, sblm pegi semalam, kitorang sempat gi farewell dinner 2 malam berturut-turut!! Khamis mlm Jumaat hr tu, secara x dirancang aku ngn Wanie gi umah Syasya. Plan just nk borak2 kosong sblm Syasya fly.. Memang rezeki aku ngn Wanie kot... Umah Syasya buat doa selamat mlm tu... Makan free ar kitorang.. oleh sebab xpuas borak2, kitorang plan lg 1 farewell dinner the next night at Taufik Kopitiam.. Wanie 'open table'.. Again, aku makan free!!! haha...
Kalau nk di ingat2 balik dari sudut sejarah la (giler r poyo ayat aku...!!!), aku mule2 kenal Syasya mase form 1 tp time tu die xkenal aku...camne tu... Aku kenal die sebab ide anak Pakcik Radzi, driver bas skolah yg aku naik...2 la aku kenal die tp die xknl aku.. Betul2 kitorang jd kawan, time form 3.. Same2 pindah kat Dato' Harun.. Sampai la saat nie, kitorang masih berkawan...
For Syasya.... Best of luck.. Jage diri baik2 kat tempat orang.. Gonna miss u always, friend!!

::reSult::

that's my result for last semester...frust tul ade yg dapat C+...ingat nk wat rekod xde C dlm transkrip nnti...xdpt ar nmpknye...huhu

::exam moOd::

curently bz ngn exam...
study...study...and..study lg...

21/4 - business law
23/4 - managerial accounting
24/4 - business ethics
- business statistics
29/4 - organizational behavior
5/5 - consumer behavior

cam sial jer yg arrange jadual exam nie...huhu

nx sem bz ngn pertandingan landskap lak..

::dinNer prs::

Queen of The Night..

::aktiViti::

da lame betul tak tulis entry kat sini kan..bulan 3 memang bulan yang sangat busy utk aku..huahahaha...

::10-13 march::
terlibat ngan penganjuran Unisel Street.. event yang agak grand tapi committee dier cam hampeh!!!buat ajk bawahan cam kuli batak diorang...mcm bagus jer project manager tu.. kene kritik sket time post mortem, xdpt nk terima...

::15 march::


gi wedding Fazura..hehe..kawan2 da ramai yg kawen..aku????

::28march::
futsal tournament 2009 @ pusat futsal k.selangor organized by marketing club, unisel.. involve ngan event nie lak..ajk promosi n sponsor.. leh imagine sendiri la cmne busy nyer aku wat promosi ngan cari sponsor..


::29march::

gi wedding Mira n Nazim lak...huaha..

::busy...busy..::

A lot of thing going around right here... Lately, busy sgt nk update blog nie.. Involve in alot of activity..huhu...
I'll be back next week to update my activity...hahahaha...

==valeNtines daY==

Valentine’s Day is the annual holiday honoring lovers. It is celebrated on February 14 by the custom of sending greeting cards or gifts to express affection. The cards, known as valentines, are often designed with hearts to symbolize love. Every February, across the country, candy, flowers, and gifts are exchanged between loved ones, all in the name of St. Valentine. But who is this mysterious saint and why do we celebrate this holiday? The history of Valentine's Day -- and its patron saint -- is shrouded in mystery.

The history of Valentine's Day is obscure, and further clouded by various fanciful legends. St. Valentine's Day, as we know it today, contains vestiges of both Christian and ancient Roman tradition. Its roots are obscured by mystery and there are varying opinions about it. Its origins have become themes of many legends.

According to legend, the holiday has its roots in the ancient Roman festival of Lupercalis/Lupercalia, a fertility celebration commemorated annually on February 15. As Christianity came to dominance in Europe, pagan holidays such as Lupercalia were frequently renamed for early Christian martyrs. In 496 AD, Pope Gelasius recast this pagan festival as a Christian feast day circa 496, declaring February 14 to be the feast day of the Roman martyr Saint Valentine, who lived in the 3rd century.

Which St. Valentine this early pope intended to honor remains a mystery. According to the Catholic Encyclopedia, there were at least three early Christian saints by that name. One was a priest in Rome, another a bishop in Terni, and of a third St. Valentine almost nothing is known except that he met his end in Africa. Rather astonishingly, all three Valentines were said to have been martyred on Feb. 14.

Most scholars believe that the St. Valentine of the holiday was a priest who attracted the disfavor of Roman emperor Claudius II around 270. The history of St. Valentine's Day has two legends attached to it - the Protestant and the Catholic legend. According to both legends, Valentine was a bishop who held secret marriage ceremonies of soldiers in opposition to Claudius II who had prohibited marriage for young men and was executed by the latter. Although many scholars agree that Lupercalia was moved from Feb. 15th to the 14th and was Christianized by associating it with this St. Valentine character, it is still unclear just who the historical St. Valentine was. One school of thought believes that he was a Roman martyred for refusing to give up his Christian faith. According to church tradition St. Valentine was a priest/bishop of Rome in about the year 270 A.D.

At that time the Roman Emperor Claudius-II who had issued an edict forbidding marriage. This was around when the heyday of Roman empire had almost come to an end. Lack of quality administrators led to frequent civil strife. Learning declined, taxation increased, and trade slumped to a low, precarious level. And the Gauls, Slavs, Huns, Turks and Mongolians from Northern Europe and Asian increased their pressure on the empire's boundaries. The empire was grown too large to be shielded from external aggression and internal chaos with existing forces. Thus more of capable men were required to be recruited as soldiers and officers. When Claudius became the emperor, he felt that married men were more emotionally attached to their families, and thus, will not make good soldiers. He believed it made the men weak. So to assure quality soldiers, he banned marriage.

Valentine, realized the injustice of the decree. Seeing the trauma of young lovers, he met them in a secret place, and joined them in the sacrament of matrimony. He defied Claudius and continued to perform marriages for young lovers in secret. But Claudius soon learned of this "friend of lovers," and had him arrested.

While Valentine was in prison awaiting his fate, he came in contact with his jailor, Asterius. The jailor had a blind daughter. Asterius requested him to heal his daughter. The Catholic legend has it that through the vehicle of his strong faith he miraculously restored the sight of Asterius' daughter, a phenomenon refuted by the Protestant version which agrees otherwise with the Catholic one. Just before his execution, he asked for a pen and paper from his jailor, and signed a farewell message to her "From Your Valentine," a phrase that lived ever after. Another legend has it that Valentine, imprisoned by Claudius, fell in love with the daughter of his jailer. However, this legend is not given much importance by historians. Probably the most plausible story surrounding St. Valentine is one not focused on Eros (passionate love) but on agape (Christian love): he was martyred for refusing to renounce his religion.

The emperor, impressed with the young priest's dignity and conviction, attempted to convert him to the Roman gods, to save him from certain execution. Valentine refused to recognize Roman Gods and even attempted to convert the emperor, knowing the consequences fully. What happened was what was to happen. All attempts to convert the emperor failed.

On February 14, 270 AD, Valentine was executed.
Valentine thus become a Patron Saint, and spiritual overseer of an annual festival. The festival involved young Romans offering women they admired, and wished to court, handwritten greetings of affection on February 14. The greeting cards acquired St.Valentine's name.

It was not until the 14th century that this Christian feast day became definitively associated with love. According to UCLA medieval scholar Henry Ansgar Kelly, author of Chaucer and the Cult of Saint Valentine, it was Chaucer who first linked St. Valentine's Day with romance.

In 1381, Chaucer composed a poem in honor of the engagement between England's Richard II and Anne of Bohemia. As was the poetic tradition, Chaucer associated the occasion with a feast day. In medieval France and England it was believed that birds mated on February 14, and the image of birds as the symbol of lovers began to appear in poems dedicated to the day. In Chaucer's "The Parliament of Fowls," the royal engagement, the mating season of birds, and St. Valentine's Day are linked:

"For this was on St. Valentine's Day, When every fowl cometh there to choose his mate."

By the Middle Ages, Valentine was one of the most popular saints in England and France. Despite attempts by the Christian church to sanctify the holiday, the association of Valentine’s Day with romance and courtship continued through the Middle Ages. Over the centuries, the holiday evolved, and by the 18th century, gift-giving and exchanging hand-made cards on Valentine's Day had become common in England. Hand-made valentine cards made of lace, ribbons, and featuring cupids and hearts eventually spread to the American colonies. The first commercial Valentine's Day greeting cards produced in the U.S. were created in the 1840s by Esther A. Howlanda Mount Holyoke, a graduate and native of Worcester, Mass. Howland, known as the Mother of the Valentine, made elaborate creations with real lace, ribbons and colorful pictures known as "scrap". The tradition of Valentine's cards did not become widespread in the United States, however, until Howland began producing them in large scale. Today, of course, the holiday has become a booming commercial success. According to the Greeting Card Association, 25% of all cards sent each year are valentines.The Valentine's Day card spread with Christianity, and is now celebrated all over the world. One of the earliest card was sent in 1415 AD by Charles, duke of Orleans, to his wife while he was a prisoner in the Tower of London. The card is now preserved in the British Museum.

Whoever Valentine was, we know he was an actual person because archaeologists have recently unearthed a Roman catacomb and an ancient church dedicated to a Saint Valentine.

more info;
http://www.techdirect.com/valentine/origin.html
http://theholidayspot.com/valentine/history_of_valentine.htm

p/s:kpd sesiapa yg celebrate tu.... LU PIKERLAH SENDIRI!!!!!

||saHabat||

hurmm...tetibe dpt idea lak nk write on s'thing.. It's about friendship. Just nk share idea on how to keep our good friendship walaupun dh lain tempat keje or tempat blaja.. Here, a few useful tips......

1.u guys need to plan some activity 2gether. Try to gather at least once a month. Kalau dpt buat once a week lg bagus. Just for hang out n borak2 psl hal masing2.. Go for a movie ker, shopping ker, or just makan-makan kat mamak.
2. Selalu la keep in touch ngn kawan2 yg jauh tu.. Tny khabar through sms or mms.Tak pun through social network (friendster, myspace, hi-5, facebook) or chat room(YM, MSN messenger, google talk).
3. Yang paling penting skali, kene la selalu ingat hari2 yg penting n special utk kwn2 u all tu. Contohnye, birthday or anniversary. Go out n celebrate it 2gether or just fly a wish to them..Dgn cara nie, kwn2 akan rasa dihargai n diingati walaupun terpisah jauh.
^^lebih kerap u all berhubung dgn kwn2 yg jauh, lebih baik..It will make sure the goog friendship will go for a very long time..

- Setiap yang Bernafas, Pasti akan Mati -

"Bismillahhirrahmannirrahim.

Maha suci Tuhan yang Engkau bersifat dengan Baqa’ dan Qidam, Tuhan yang berkuasa mematikan sekalian yang bernyawa.

Maha suci Tuhan yang menjadikan mati dan hidup untuk menguji siapa yang baik dan siapa yang kecewa.

Maha suci Tuhan yang menjadikan lubang kubur sebesar-besar pengajaran untuk menjadi iktibar kepada orang yang lalai, dan sebesar-besar amaran kepada orang yang masih hidup.

Ingatlah! Bahawa sekalian mahluk Allah akan jahanam dan binasa, melainkan zat Allah Taala. Ialah Tuhan yang maha besar kuasa menghukum, manakala kita sekalian akan kembali menghadap hadirat Allah Taala.

Wahai SAYA Bin IBU SAYA, wahai SAYA Bin IBU SAYA, wahai SAYA Bin IBU SAYA,
hendaklah kamu ingat akan janji-janji Allah yang mana kamu ada bawa bersama-sama dari dunia ini.

Sekarang kamu telah menuju masuk ke negeri Akhirat.

Kamu telah mengaku bahawa tiada Tuhan yang disembah dengan sebenar-benarnya melainkan Allah, dan bahawasanya Nabi Muhammad itu Pesuruh Allah.

Ingatlah wahai SAYA Bin IBU SAYA, apabila datang kepada kamu 2 orang malaikat yang serupa dengan kamu iaitu Mungkar dan Nangkir, maka janganlah berasa gentar dan takut, janganlah kamu berdukacita dan risau serta janganlah kamu susah-hati dan terkejut.

Ketahuilah wahai SAYA Bin IBU SAYA, bahawasanya Mungkar dan Nangkir itu hamba Allah Taala, sebagaimana kamu juga hamba Allah Taala.

Apabila mereka menyuruh kamu duduk, mereka juga akan menyoal kamu.
Mereka berkata:
Siapakah Tuhan kamu?
Siapakah Nabi kamu?
Apakah agama kamu?
Apakah kiblat kamu?
Siapakah saudara kamu?
Apakah pegangan iktikad kamu?
Dan apakah kalimah yang kamu bawa bersama-sama kamu?

Di masa itu hendaklah kamu menjawab soalan-soalan mereka dengan cermat dan sehabis-habis terang, tepat dan betul. Janganlah berasa gementar, janganlah cuak dan janganlah bergopoh-gapah, biarlah tenang dan berhati-hati.

Hendaklah kamu jawab begini:
Allah Taala Tuhanku,
Muhammad nabiku,
Islam agamaku,
Al-Quran ikutanku,
Baitullah itu qiblatku, malahan solat lima waktu, puasa di bulan Ramadhan, mengeluarkan zakat dan mengerjakan haji diwajibkan ke atas aku.
Semua orang Islam dan orang yang beriman adalah saudara aku, bahkan dari masa hidup hingga aku mati aku mengucap kalimah “La ila ha illallah Muhammaddur rasulullah“.

Wahai SAYA Bin IBU SAYA, tetapkanlah hatimu, inilah dia suatu dugaan yang paling besar. Ingatlah bahawa kamu sekarang sedang tinggal di dalam alam Barzakh, sehingga sampai satu masa kelak, kamu akan dibangunkan semula untuk berkumpul di Padang Mahsyar.

Insaflah wahai SAYA Bin IBU SAYA, bahawasanya mati ini adalah benar, soalan malaikat Mungkar dan Nangkir di dalam kubur ini adalah benar, bangun dari kubur kemudian kita dihidupkan semula adalah benar, berkumpul dan berhimpun di Padang Mahsyar adalah benar, dihisab dan dikira segala amalan kamu adalah benar, minum di kolam air nabi adalah benar, ada syurga dan neraka adalah benar.

Bahawasanya hari Kiamat tetap akan adanya, begitu juga Tuhan yang maha berkuasa akan membangkitkan semula orang-orang yang di dalam kubur.

Di akhirnya kami ucapkan selamat berpisah dan selamat tinggal kamu disisi Allah Taala.
Semoga Tuhan akan memberi sejahtera kepada kamu. Tuhan jua yang menetapkan hati kamu. Kami sekalian berdoa mudah-mudahan Allah Taala menjinakkan hati kamu yang liar, dan Allah menaruh belas kasihan kepada kamu yang berdagang seorang diri di dalam kubur ini. Mudah-mudahan Tuhan akan memberi keampunan dan memaafkan kesalahan kamu serta menerima segala amal kebajikan kamu.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhan, kami merayu dan bermohon kepada-Mu supaya tidak disiksa mayat ini dengan kemegahan penghulu kami Muhammad SAW.

Subhana rabbika rabbil izati amma ya sifun wassallamu alalmursalinwalham dulillahi rabbil alamin."

“kullu nafsin za iqatul maut“
- Setiap yang Bernafas, Pasti akan Mati -

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Hari nie hari yg agak suram untuk aku dan keluarga. Malam tadi aku dapat khabar pakcik aku (suami kpd adik mak aku) meninggal dunia. Pagi2 tadi aku rushing balik Tg. Karang sbb kul 10.30 ade kelas yg kne attend. Nasib baik sempat tengok jenazah pakcik aku. Tapi xdpt nk hntr smp kubur la.. Kebumi dalam kul 9.30. Aku kne rush blk Unisel. Actually, dah agak lame takde kematian dlm keluarga terdekat aku.. Last sekali tahun 1999. Time tu mmg sedih la sbb makcik ngn nenek tiri(adik n mak tiri abah) meninggal selang seminggu. Time tu takde la mcm terasa sgt psl kematian nie.. Aku br form 2 ms tu.. Sekarang, aku tengok kematian nie dgn sudut pandangan yang lain.. Teringat satu hadis nabi yg kata, setiap kematian yg berlaku depan mata kita adalah satu amaran dan peringatan dari Allah kpd semua hambaNya. Macam pg tadi, aku rs ape yg aku nmpk kat majlis pengkebumian pg td btl2 buat aku muhasabah diri sendiri, menilai balik kehidupan aku yg lepas n cuba perbaiki kesilapan sekaligus tak ulangi ape jer kesilapan yg pernah aku buat.. Masa aku tengok 'perjalanan terakhir' pakcik aku td, aku sedar banyak lagi g aku kene baiki dlm hidup nie sblm aku sndri yg melalui 'perjalanan terakhir' kat muka bumi nie..
WALLAHUA'LAM...

::2009::

Dah 2 minggu 2008 pergi meninggalkan banyak peristiwa dalam hidup aku untuk di ingat sebagai kenangan yang abadi...Dah 2 minggu gak la 2009 datang mengharapkan catatan peristiwa yang lebih baik dari 2008.. Persoalannya, mampu ke kita rencanakan hidup nie sebaik atau mungkin atau lebih baik dari sebelumnya??Kat sinilah usaha kita jadi kayu ukurnya..Sekuat mana usaha kita untuk jadi lebih baik akan diterjemahkan oleh sebaik mana kehidupan kita berubah dari masa yang sebelumnya...